obsessive thoughts are back ..
sgarra are back ..
Back panic, dismay, the refusal to myself ..
I have to make a deaf ear .. my life is going well ..
No work on the horizon ..
only a few hours from art teacher at a private school .. gain the right to buy cigarettes ..
I am increasingly aware that I was dead ..
S ono been dead for too long and a bit of death still carry inside me ..
noticed the little things, from how to face life ..
A significant part of me is still in the realm of the dead ..
By the time I bring it back to life ..
"When I stopped being who I was, I met myself" - Coelho-Eleven Minutes
I have to stop being the past .. I have to stop being who they are no longer ..
and there is nothing worse than living in the memory of a time that was, living in the shadow of a past ..
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