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Long post .. but now I understand .. Sunshine Award

Two days ago .. Now
dinner.

not remember why but my father entered the conversation school with my sister and asked her what kind of university will choose next year .. My sister is in 4th top high school psycho-pedagogical and said it was not yet known if you choose psychology or science training.
I obviously do not I ever speak my cock, I would say that's up to you to choose which road to take, it's up to you to decide which way to go ..
My father says: "no psychology for charity! Is useless! Psychology is the science by which one remains as is" -.- "yes yes yes .. my father has high regard psychologists ..
fact is that my sister replied in kind, saying that the choice is his and that it is you who must decide what his life ..
My father, holy man, it is not so shut up and replication: " Come on, let me also placed you to do as you please .. Already cen'è was one that did as he pleased and you see what happened! " That one is me .. I left the academy of fine arts in the second year .." If he had chosen the other one universities instead of that shit ..!!"
My sister then snaps and delivers the coup, saying words: "In this fucking family you have to always think that if someone does something different from the way you think it does to give against .. Like when you discover her tattoos (includes me) that have brought her a mess and still break the balls to say that if he is made to do wrong to you .. I'm not a sheep that has to follow your belief! "
Yes, my little sister ^ ^ I always defends
I replied, but not unbutton as usual, but looking in my father's face and saying "You know why I did the academy?" "To do a wrong to me?" replies the father .. "No. .. I did pretty expensive if anything to meet you as your desire was to see me go to the academy"

Here lighting ..

I always wondered where it came from all my indecision, my entire lack of confidence in myself, which was over my self and I could not because I never give a tip to my life ..
Now I understand ..
This stupid debate I opened a door of the brain ..

comes from my father.
Even as a child I have always been discredited, I have always been treated as an imbecile who does not understand a damn and do not know a bat ..
Even as a child when I asked for advice I was treated like a moron ..
And when I said that from older ones I'd like to do this or that I was always so wound up, "but that shit! You're not able .."
're not able ..


I grew up with the inability sewn on .. I grew up in failure in the veins ..
I grew up in front of others like a little girl with a thousand potential and at home as a good for nothing ..

A girl heard two such contrasting views of herself out of the same mouth is but then has very clear ideas .. A girl asks simply, "but then they are good or bad?"
And you do not know an answer ..
And it grows with this question ..

is why almost 24 years I do not know what to do and I do not take decision ..
I should open my own business .. but I do not feel able ..
I do not have the courage to talk to my father for fear of being treated like an idiot again ..
yet I know him about these things is not an idiot ..


4 years full immersion therapy have served .. I learned to analyze ah ah ah: D

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I apologize for the delay in this grant award, but I do not know why but blogger had decided not to make me write more posts Oo technology take me away!

However, come to us ..
This is the reward withoutexit (?) , priccina , IlFioreDelMale and FrammentoDiCristallo I have assigned ..
begin by thanking you with all my heart for this wonderful gift these girls ^ ^
and I say this too .. though not often comment, your every post is read, without exception .. I follow you always and I shall continue never to do it!




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Since 3000 I follow blogs and bloggers that I follow each deserves this award, as I had the wonderful Dony has made available to anyone who wants the prize ..


So ..


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Now I run ..


An enormous hug ..

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Paris a city very SAFE

A French dinner with her friend ...
G You know this city very safe ... I think I see girls who go until late at night to walk alone .... L
But I also always go back home alone late in the evening ... here is very safe.

outside the restaurant ....
G. We walk a bit '? L
but you accompany me to the metro.

metro
L ok, but now we get four passes to do at home?
G ok so I like to walk. Under

house
L but L? but heck happened?
G seems to have burned the machines.
L but no! From the looks I think they should make a movie.

A man enters with his daughter and out of a minivan semibruciati of trying to recover things.

G. Watch a movie does not seem to be
L but did not see that by preparing the machines?

The Lord looks at us really bad.

G takes the arm and goes to the door.
Feel The city will be well is "safe" as you like but this evening they burned the cars and what is so pissed that if you do not end up attacking us!

L say? G
say! L
about you know that here is the museum of romantic music? You know Chopin? Just in front of my house.
you get a moment? We drink something?
G Goodnight!

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day ..

today are so pissed off that crack the head against the wall to someone.
I run, I run at 2000 ..
I paid 170 euro fine for speeding and discovered that shortly I will receive a second fine of no less than 270 € for not communicating the data to another fine of two months ago ..
In nearly six years of driving I have never taken a penalty ..
right now that does not work I have to take the filthy fen?
And down to my asking for money .. and we hope it will not come to know my father that I did not say it's taken .. If it learns cocks are bitter, I can already start to take a beating.

I'm seriously thinking that my life will never have a future, a breakthrough ..

I want to smash everything, to split the world ..
to scream until my lungs catch fire ..

And to think that I had to call the doctor also autoconvinta to begin EMDR, that sort of hypnosis .. sisi, of course you call it .. then I pay with candy and buttons ..

I try to be positive, but frankly, I smashed the Maronites ..

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A Parisian weekend

Wake-washed clothes-and down-walk-metro-work-dinner-meter-walk-the hotel.
I must say that staying in this city, not finishing work before seven o'clock in the evening is quite unnerving.
Especially since my team is made up purely by workaholic English.
So as I said I try to arrive before half past eight and I never go out before seven.

Of the city at that time you can not see anything.

This weekend, 60th birthday party schwiegermutter-motherinlaw-belle-mère-suocerastra I decided to stay to visit the city ....
In fact, it is exactly what happened ... is that I just could not go ... so I caught the ball, I hosted a friend and I stayed.

We walked 20 km in two days.
We saw Rodin Museum, Champs Elisha, Arc de Triomphe, Eiffel Tower, Musee d'Orsay, the Place des Vosges, Promenade Plantée, Jardin de Plante, Marc de rue Mouffetard, Place Vendome, Place de l'Opera, Eglise de St Augustin, Notredame de Paris.

All very quickly with the greed of those who do not know if he has another chance. .

So I tried to combine a bit 'of city life and tourist attractions.

I have drawn the following conclusions.

The Parisians are not at all arrogant, surly and unfriendly. Are very friendly and casual.

They have this light-heartedness and freedom of manners that lacks much to us Italians.

I am also very elegant. Here, the fashion is taken terribly seriously, and many men and women try to be always on top.

Paris is full of beautiful girls. (In my opinion much more than Rome, but this would need a double check ...).

The city is a continuous show, clean and very big.
Everything is bigger in Rome (even the Seine has a basin much larger than that of the Tiber). Will work of post-war reconstruction but these boulevard sidewalks with immense leaves me dumbfounded.

The neighborhood where I would live in the Latin Quarter is the high share of the Rue Mouffetard.
The market street is a show. Definitely worth a visit.
also a singer accompanied by an accordion, with people who stopped to dance carefree created a romantic and carefree that really caught me by surprise.

Well Paris does not yet reach the spectacle of a thousand different situations of San Francsico but it's definitely a beautiful city.

Notes sore on the sidelines. High contradiction of the many homeless who sleep in the windows of the jewelers and the high cost of living.

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I got 200g in a month .. 200g ..

There is absolutely nothing .. considering the fact that there were half a 200g parties are not really at all ..

The thing that makes me think is this .. more than 200 - less than 300 - more 300 - less than 600 ..

This is my performance .. twists and turns that we have the weight is always ..

And here I doubt there is a .. not that my body wants this weight here?

not want to say that my body does not want neither increase nor decrease, but remain just as it is?

At this point I know that this is so .. I do not know how else to explain the fact that I'm not falling with a low calorie diet that the nutritionist gave me ..

Mah .. Oo

I feel so useless ..

The days pass in front of me all the same ..

are demoralized, stove, Scazzi not satisfied ..

I want a job ..

So I'm suspended, I'm useless, unproductive are ..

I feel like a failure ..

But a cask of ass?

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's strange to see a part of that has remained hidden ..
E 'partridge see me in certain attitudes, reactions in concrete ..
are jealous and possessive.
I can not help it ..
not tolerate that my boyfriend has had other stories, but it is a truly worth a thousand ..
not stand the idea that those hands have touched the other ..
not tolerate that his ex may contact him just to congratulate him .. going to break the chestnuts from One else! è.é


Here .. 'm intolerant! and are here as they are on most things .. We almost all of them.




My nerves dancers .. are not stable mood ..
The holidays are going better than I thought .. I finally went home with even a few pounds less .. cry for a miracle! But as I have already messed up ..


flu and high fever I have again broken despite the penicillin injections I am doing .. This body is not even good to make the meal .. -.-


Tomorrow dietician .. I would like to see the numbers a little different from the usual ... (

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Sometimes I

I decided that I really like Paris.
In this period it is very cold for my taste but the center is beautiful.
unfortunately I do not have much time to see her but at night I go around and it's a show.
And now I came to find a place to stay near the Opera Square and last night I took a walk in the streets still full of Christmas lights and it was very nice.

I noticed another thing, the French are polite, do not seem conceited or arrogant but I'm kind if a little 'too formal. It 's all a full monsieur from here and there. Then often understand what they say. The school memories are slowly helping.
I can not speak but understand it.
Then start the sentences in French, they told me in French, but then most of the time continued in English.
It is not true that they do not understand English, they just do not go so to speak. But this is the perfect way they speak their language and I speak my own (which is not mine ...).

Other positive aspects of Paris. The homeopathic medicines are very cheap and even sushi.
bellyfuls I'm doing amazing.

Another thing that strikes me is the presence of homeless people. In the center there are many people sleeping in street and with this cold I do not know how to make poor people. So

France also has some 'failed from this point of view.
Another myth to debunk is that of the subway. Ok I know nothing to do with our local one which is practically non-existent in Rome and more recently in Milan. Here
moves very well and the revenue of the stations are little treasures.
only that it is often exceedingly rich, so as not to get into. It is also full of architectural barriers that when you have a suitcase or two do not help at all
Finally I found it much worse in terms of cleanliness.

Maybe one of these weekends I can not stop. So I definitely see the Impressionists at Orsay.
I can not wait.