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E 'this possible?

How hard is it to be close to someone like me? How much?

What is surprising, disarming and complex to be near a person with a past not too comfortable with this and still unstable?

How hard is it to be close to a person with eating disorders and self-injurious behaviors?

's why I have always thought and believed I'd never had anyone on my side ..

Being with a person like me is hard, it takes a lot of strength, courage ..

Only someone who truly cares can do ..

Although I am proud to be who I am because it is the fruit of a life lived without discounts, I feel guilty .. I feel terribly guilty toward the one that came suddenly into my life like a tornado sweeping ..

And I feel guilty because I know that causes him pain when they leave certain speeches ..

I know the agony he feels, between shock, disbelief and all the emotional charge that can have a person so sensitive to certain things as external ..

Maybe I'm wrong, but two nights ago, I told him a piece of life just a little too well for me .. an important piece, however, like all the pieces that I make ..

Perhaps my sincerity wrapped too should go to hell (excuse the French) but I deemed it appropriate that he knew ..

He must know every single part me, must know which are good and the bad I was and I've lived ..

If I have to build a stable relationship of mutual trust, I can not keep silent and hide even the person who will be at my side for most of my life ..

Here .. there really saw the pain and being upset .. I saw the disbelief in him, and almost the loss of confidence ..

How disgusting that I've made .. again and yet again .. as if the past was not enough crap ..

I do not regret anything and do not regret anything in my past .. nothing, because everything has led me to be this Pearl ... but in a moment like that, I was disgusted of what I am ..

And of course the pizza was meant for us (we have the ritual of eating the pizza that I bring to work together when I go ^ ^) was for me, and revived as a fertilizer to an olive tree .. after months and my wrist has rediscovered the word burn .. -.-

nasty cow falls is always there ..

In times of trouble I always go to fall into the same old shit ..

When I can finally levarmici by this shit?

This is the guy who waited a lifetime .. this is the person with whom I want to build my future .. For many people may seem like a bullshit, fuck-all to "craze" ..

No. . for me is not so .. who knows me knows what kind of person are .. I've never been a naive and especially on this subject I have very clear ideas and precise ..

He is the person you want to walk, shoulder shoulder, hand in hand in the way that I just started ..

Sorry if you do not often comment .. I read everything, but times bullhead that I did not leave much room for feedback .. Thanks to all you girls ..

You are in my heart ..